OK reading post and going to Con siminar has got me thinking. I need to dig up my 15 page app somewhere and refresh and update it. It's stored or so I hope still in some dusty file.

I actually cared enough back then to spend days drafting it. Having editors like Dulcina edit it, then Damissak, Veyl and Royce.

Then on Damissaks prodding put in examples of thought process on scripts or code and suggestions. He seemed to think it was important to show how ones mind thinks of implementing a idea into a formula or code. That was partly why at time it was 15 pages long. He even wanted me for the Job that Ssra got. It would have been a dream job for me. I adore such systems and always helped Damissak test things anyway as a player or demonstrate how a player could figure out a system with player tools at hand.

I hate never getting a response back though. Honestly after putting in all that time and energy into it. Then having letters of recommendation summited or attached for me by Dammisak, Veyl, Shakahn, Surlin, Royce and still not a peep was kind of disheartening back then. It's not like I don't have energy or drive let alone sheer will to succeed in anything. I think my known lack of shall we say spelling prowess is a huge stigma I am burdened with from board postings.

OH well I been feeling like summiting again and just seeing. Besides it will give Helena her chance to get even with me for teasing her so badly.

We (I) demand superlatives.