After searching old logs, old posts, going to Shard, chasing all over Shard and Crossing to try to get my soul state raised to pristine (what I did to lower it in the first place, i'll never figure out), going back to Shard, XXXXXXXing to XXXXXXXXX, waiting.... waiting... waiting... tracing XXXXX on my XXX..... "You are not properly prepared to use this glyph."

So it all comes flooding back. the hassle, the traveling, the waiting, the posts I had written and those of other, ........ I wonder if it's even worth the space it takes up in my vault. i'll think on that one, I guess, but Lyras is coming. After all this time, my Holy Weapon is as big a pain in the tail as it's ever been.

I just don't get it. sorry for the negativism, but I'm just niave enough to be actually disappointed all over again.

Humm Breaux
Prydaen Refugee Freedom Fighter






p.s. i hate it, i hate it, i hate it, i hate it, i hate it, i hate it, i hate it, i hate it, i hate it, i hate it, i hate it, i hate it, i hate it, i HATE it, i HATE it, i HATE it, i HATE it, i HATE it, i HATE it, i HATE it, i HATE it, i HATE it, i HATE it, i HATE it, i HATE it, i HATE it, I HATE it, I HATE it, I HATE it, I HATE it, I HATE it, I HATE it, I HATE it, I HATE it, I HATE it, I HATE it, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT!

Thanks for your reply, Phandanqwz. I suppose this is where I break down and use a Pilgrim's badge, which is quite the concession for me. I can only hope Eu understands that I'm not forsaking my own Gods for those of the Thirteen races. I did go to Crossings to tend bleeders and trace mana glyphs for the clerics, but maybe that was just not enough. I am usually a very patient person, but once my patience over something has proven to be fruitless, it is so hard for me to recover that patience to continue, even after such a prolonged time as 2002 till now. And, I do believe that Holy Weapon has frustrated me at every pass.

Were it not for the impending arrival of Lyras, I'd so not even bother. My time had been consumed already just trying to get my second bond with Lunch. I suppose that to fully use my Holy Weapon, I'll just have to take a LOA from TG, and move to Shard.

Phandanqwz, where about do you routinely stay, so that I can come and chat?

Humm Breaux
Prydaen Refugee Freedom Fighter

p.s. yeah, you guys heard me... I'm triyng to bond with my horse fully, and revive my unused Holy Weapon. I'm such a glutton for punishment. Should I forge a great helm fashioned like a big white paper-looking conical hat, or what?

again, sorry for the frustration, but it's overflowing within me.

You are so correct. on the up side of all of this, I am brawling primary. I had hoped to use my HW as a coup de' grace effect.

How well does a HW perform when there are no more charges left in it?

Humm Breaux
Prydaen Refugee Freedom Fighter